i am not perfect, just a sinner saved by grace.

Friday, February 09, 2007

a reply: to the world's greatest bully

JUST an FYI:
i NEVER patterned our relationship with what the ones i had (actually there was just one real relationship prior to you)... because if i did, i wouldn't have told everybody about it. It would be a secret among my peers... my relatives won't know it, and we would always go to places where people i know won't see me. That was the kind of relationship i had with rb. and NEVER did i do that to you.

this is sooo crazy.
YOU were one of the first persons (next to nessa) that i tell whenever i get pissed off with rb, your shoulders were the very ones i cried on, why a sudden change of wind? why tell me (and other people) that i was the one who never cared? why do you always bring up the walang pakialam night... don't i have the right to make mistakes? to say things that i don't really mean when i am totally mad and blown apart?

so now tell me.

don't you ever tell me that you never felt anything for those girls you had relationships with. read: RELATIONSHIPS... because there were so many girls BEFORE me... (don't tell me that you never felt anything to them... because only hyprocrites say that!)
and what's this statement that "i consumed all my energy and left you nothing" crap?

aren't you happy that you have hurt me already?

i ALWAYS try and make the INITIATIVE to talk to you, call you, text you and ask you to accompany me. IT WAS ALWAYS ME, ROGIE. AND YOU KNOW IT! and then you make this absurd statement that i left NOTHING to you?! You always leave me hanging. You're always SHUTTING ME out.

Sino nga ba talaga ang may "walang pakialam" sa relasyon na ito? Yung nagsabi, pero may ginagawang aksiyon para magkaayos o yung hindi nga nagsasalita na "wala siyang pakialam" pero wala namang ginagawa?

so now tell me.