on letting go and loving again

somehow, after the dreadful incident of breaking up with someone you have learned to share your life with... someone-out of the blue- would teach you to live, love and dream again...

it's been almost two years since i broke up with my first boyfriend, rb. it would have been extremely easier for me to forget the hurt i have been through had we seperated ways that 16th of october. but no. we still see each other, do sweet stuff together... which is really odd.

not until this person talked sense to me.

everything was really an accident. i was texting this friend of mine, 'unfortunately', i mis-sent it to him! THE SHOCK OF MY LIFE THAT NIGHT (oct 5, '04) sending an extremely personal message intended to a friend and because i was really crying and depressed because of that previous relationship, i sent it to the 'wrong' person! now, him being nice and all of that, replied a few messages and offered help. i called him, told him i was already fine -- he even remarked na "parang wala kang problema ah"... from then on, that started our 'phone-pal relationship'.

i started to know the guy better through those phone calls. my first impression of him was really absurd. (some of his friends would laugh at me, i know that!) i thought he was a former drug addict and that he is a sanggano-type. i was totally wrong...

eventually i had a crush on him...