for the sheep who wants a greener pasture

sometimes, we have to leave whatever we have right now in search for something that would 'satisfy our life's cravings'. and i am happy, that my good friend, pao, has made that decision... and in all honesty, i envy her.

i would like to venture on a direction where people have never been... somewhere.... i don't know how, when... but what i do know is, i have a great desire to do that. i have always been 'different'... i have always thought of myself that way. but the problem with me, i think, is that i can't "maintain " that indifference. i tend to wander... and eventually get lost.