down the drain

recently, i posted on how proud i am for having a boyfriend... i suppose, that having a boyfriend meant someone that i could talk with, share my life's moments...mushy stuff like that... one thing that i am REALLY PROUD of about the guy is his being a Christian -- which, for those who doesn't know, matters most to me.

BUT NO...

at yun ang nagpapalungkot sa akin... kasi we broke up because of some lame excuses that he told me. so, i had to let go of the relationship.

i thought i had the relationship that i wanted.

siguro, God is telling me to let go of the relationship, since hindi pa talaga 'match' ang situation/circumstance namin. pero, nanghihinayang lang talaga ako. we realy hit it off during summer '03.... and maayos naman ang naging relationship namin for the past few months. i guess, hindi lang talaga napapanahon.

nonetheless, ayos na rin. at least, i got to know a bit of him. =)