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i think im going mad already
i feel dead-tired, beat-up from almost four weeks of brain-draining training!

but then again... i am thankful.
because i am blessed...
the account that i am currently in
is one of the most sought-after account in sykes... (hehehehe)
the fun part...
i am with the best batch!
batch N.A.M.E.
and the best trainors, ofcourse


a g*d-forsaken rat bit nano... but he's ok now.
we had to rush him at the hospital
have him injected with an anti-rabies stuff
i am REALLY angry to the person
who 'pushed' us to where we are right now.
i hate her! REALLY HATE HER!

textmate ko na yung crush ko sa office!
hehehehe....
i saw his friendster this afternoon lang
he's REALLY cute.
i was about to invite him
BUT
i chickend-out
i fear that he won't text me
upon seeing my stupid friendster profile.
tama nga si nog
"torpe" nga ako...
awww bullsh*t!

miss pao so much....
miss hanging out with nog and pao...
want to have a boyfriend.. (sigh)

randomrants

God has been so ultimately good to me...
even if things don't happen the way i want them to be...
and i even let my temper and impatience rule over my being...
but God is so patient --
to help me see things through,
to guide my path
and most especially love me for who i am.

i've been really praying hard for a boyfriend now
but it seems a long way from here... really.
but that's ok though.
i'm enjoying singlehood...
with friends and colleagues.

but sometimes, when i am alone
and memories of my previous relationship
floods in my mind...
i can't help but feel miserable...
and ask myself...
pangit ba ako Lord?

but then again..
i am glad.

thank You Lord

it's been 2 weeks of hell.... a total brain-drainer..... and that's not the end of it!

makes me say... "awwww shh**tt!"

(how kristyn-ish.... thanking Lord one moment, but at the same time, blurting-out cuss words...weird)

well, anyway.... it's beeeen fun really. i mean, pushing yourself to know stuff that you think you'd never want to learn -- most especially during my freakin' college days)... i mean, i neveer thought (never imagined myself) learning the art of stocks and bonds! how the american economy inflation and/or deflation affects the seemingly deep-rooted dollar! my God, this is sooo unreal, yet every thing is true.

sykes, is REALLY different. and i mean, reaalllyyy different. the people, the manongs and the manangs. most especially the pantry!

i'm runnin out of things to say, yet i know that 'tis is not so true.
i want to write down rants inside my head,,,,
but how to construct them, i have no clue....
maybe next time... i'll write a longer one.
but for now, the end has come.


weird kenx