i am not perfect, just a sinner saved by grace.

Saturday, November 19, 2005

.:braces:.

i outta write about how hapy i am having braces (just had it today)...
but
i feel down...

probably because the other half of my heart is still missing.

one of my church friends is already praying for her God's will...
and i've been praying for like... 3 years na!
(well, not that 'religously' though)

oh well... i believe that there are reasons behind this...
i know that God had had His (this) missing piece for me
sabi nga, ni-reserve na ni Lord...
= )

amen

Saturday, November 12, 2005

i am kristyn grace hernandez jabson

sometimes... (like today) i feel tired and alone.
i am badly bruised inside.
i feel numb...
and worst,
i don't know what to do.

it seems eternity since i started anew
bouncing back from a broken relationship,
change of career plans,
i was given a responsibility that totally changed my life...
i am offered an "opportunity" to serve and lead...
passed an exam yet failed another

i feel like i am a total wreck!
it seems that i am blind --
in that i only see darkness...
it seems that i am mute --
i have a lot of things to say,
but i am hindered to do so...
it's as if i am chained --
bounded by time and space.

i need grace.
God's grace.
and someone's
embrace.