i am not perfect, just a sinner saved by grace.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

usap-usapan

kanina, pagkatapos ng isa na namang madugong exam ng series 63...
kumain kaming magkaka-batch sa KFC (malapit sa Taft Station ng MRT)
at nagkwentuhan tungkol sa mga buhay-buhay ng bawat isa.
at syempre, hindi maiiwasan na mapag-usapan ang tungkol sa aming mga buhay-pag-ibig...

naiisip ko na naman
kung bakit hanggang ngayon
wala pa rin akong ka-relasyon...
binobola ko lang ang sarili ko
kung iisipin kong
hindi pa lang kasi tamang panahon
para sa ganito..

so,
kelan ang "tamang" panahon?
patience is a virtue raw
but then...

THE REAL THING

Here comes the night
Once again
I'll be feeling lonely
Oh, if only things could work out like you plan
Where can love be
Tell me why it's so hard to find somebody
Who will stand by me
And take the time to understand
And show me love again
I want the real thing
Or nothing at all
I need someone that I can be sure will catch me
If I should fall
Someone who'll be there when I call
Then I'll know that it's the real thing
I want the real thing
To warm me each night
Someone to love me over and over
Making the future bright
Somebody who will make it all right
Just give me the real thing
Where is the moon?
Won't it smile
On just one more dreamer
Let your beams come down
And fill my empty room
Here comes the night
But if there's still a chance
That love can find me
I'll be here
Crossing my fingers
I want to know for sure
That I can feel secure
Knowing I've found an everlasting love
And once I get that under control
Then I won't let go

Saturday, October 08, 2005

.:thoughts:.

i have this big crush for my = )...
hindi siya gwapo. trust me.
but i find him REALLY appealing...
(anyway, enough of that)

well....
meron na siyang ibang gusto..

sakit.
(nyak! talgang patay na patay eh no?)


-o0o-

actually, hindi naman ako head-over-heels sa kaniya.
hindi ko pa nga siya ganuong kakilala
like what i've mentioned, i find him
stunning (hehe)
witty
funny

siguro,
ang nagpapalungkot lang sa akin
eh
hindi NA NAMAN ako nagustuhan
ng taong gusto ko.
ayun.

Saturday, October 01, 2005

recent blurbs

just got "home" from taking that gut-wrenching licensure exam
ohh.. LOOORDDDD! i've done the best that i could.
basta, Ikaw na ang bahala!!!!

well, well, well.....
a rat bit me.
as a matter of fact, i did not get any medication or treatment(s)...
simply put, i let my 'natural' soldiers fight back the rabies
good thing mine is much, much tougher! (talk about exag thoughts!)

anyway,
hadn't heard from my ex's ex!
good thing. really.
i felt SO bad after what she told me...
i mean, for God's sake...
why did she have to tell those things?
i mean...
had i known that that was what happened during those times,
.........


ahhhh!!!! the pain of loving someone too much....
i am not angry with anyone though
shit happens (-forrest gump)
right?
so might as well, enjoy life..
put back all those memories....
forget 'em.
he never cared naman db?
and why would she care... for all i know...

r-e-c-o-v-e-r

ey... i like our new trainor.
there's this mysterious 'flick' in him..
hehhehehe...
(sana walang makabasa nito na taga-sykes!)